It's this or that.. which one is it?

Swear to me that you have yet to forgot me

If you tell me that there isn't any love
then with pain in my heart I shall walk away.

If later you realize that in fact you do love me
but your pride pushes me away
than honor your heart.

If destiny makes you regret the decision and you go back on your word
I refuse to accept an apology.

Swear that you have completely forgotten my love
Knowing that in an instant you get a flashback of how much I meant to you

If this taunting and teasing is what I deserve
please God help me

I know that I'm to blame
All I wanted to do was love him
But I failed in love.

If I'm crazy to think that you would still love me
please lie to me
and do it shamelessly

I prefer that you would lie to me
than to be sincere
don't ruin my illusion..